When things change

By Rusty

It’s often difficult for me to navigate life without analyzing and over analyzing ever situation. As 2010 has overtaken it’s half-way mark, I have done quite a bit of reflecting. For the longest time I avoided the tough questions about myself, and often times went into a co-dependent haze with people around me. Working on other’s problems it seemed, was one way of skirting my own. Over it.

Over the past 2 years I have been fortunate enough to work along side several prominent websites that have given me many opportunities to succeed. That will not change, and if anything, I will be adding more to my already loaded portfolio. What has changed is my own self-worth. My fees have gone up, and with it so has the experience my client will encounter when displaying my work. Whether it’s ad supported or not, life doesn’t stop for pussies, and I have to keep moving forward.

I am also leaving Oregon to return home. Dallas has been calling me for sometime to come back to her, but up to this point I had let it go unnoticed. I will be leaving July 28th. Oregon is a shithole.

2010 isn’t over with, and neither is my impact on it. Moving to Dallas is propelling me forward, and I can’t help but feel excited about the possibilities. Larger market, more associates, and tremendously affectionate females, are just some of the things I have been missing living in PDX. Don’t get me wrong, a few trains have been run, but I have never been completely into it. I always had one foot in, and one foot out.

So to the 3 people that will read this, don’t worry too much about Rusty. Things have been great, but they are about to get awesometown great.